The relationship is over. I am moving into a new house. This has been a period of incredible instability. I have been thankful for the generosity of family allowing me to temporarily abode with them, but frustrated that I did not have a home. Tomorrow that problem will be remedied. Having suffered the loss of a close relationship, I have felt extremely vulnerable. Life at this moment has had only a few pleasures. My health has deteriorated, I am now regularly seeing a psychologist and a G.P. God is not a high priority in my life. The only spiritual book I’ve been reading, as linked on the sidebar, is Simply Christian by N.T. Wright. He writes simply and gracefully, steering clear of dogmatism. It’s great because there is no controversy within these pages. It fits well with my break from theological matters.
I look longingly towards the ray of sunshine breaking through the clouds.